Wednesday, 26 February 2014

Why I hate the word "Inspirational"

Throughout my life I have often had people come up to me and congratulate me on my achievements, whether that be passing my exams, graduating university or getting my first job. I really do appreciate their enthusiasm and the happiness they feel for me, and usually I feel incredibly proud of myself too. However, there are some times when I feel this enthusiasm may be slightly exaggerated and I begin to doubt myself as to whether the praise given is actually warranted. 
This is when the word "Inspirational" is used.
As a person who has a disability, I hear the word "Inspiration" being used quite a lot. It is often used in the media, especially when describing the lives of disabled people and what they have achieved in their lives. There have a few times when people have said to me "You have done so much with your life. By doing what you have, you show other ordinary people that they can do better and achieve things too! You are an inspiration!"
I appreciate the sentiment of what those people are trying to say, but at the same time those 'things I have achieved' that they talk about, they are things I do everyday! Cooking, going out to work, having a positive outlook on life, those are all pretty much the norm for me (Well, maybe apart from the last one!) and they are considered the norm for pretty much every non disabled person out there. Yes, it may have taken me longer to achieve them than it would for someone without a disability, but I did it! I don't think I should be called 'inspirational' just because I can make Spag Bol or a Stir Fry for my tea every night!
I personally feel that the word "Inspirational" says a lot more about the person who is using it rather than the person they are describing. According to the OED the word 'inspire' (in this context) can mean two things:
1. '[to] give someone the desire, enthusiasm or confidence to do something.'
2. '[to] create a feeling in a person'.
Therefore it seems fair (in my opinion) to say that if a person is inspired, they are actually focusing on their own feelings, perhaps feeling like they want to change their behaviour or try something new. What the person who is inspiring them is doing is making them think differently. 
As the word 'inspirational' appears to be used to reflect a person's view on a situation, I feel that when people are using it to describe my achievements, or that of any other person with a disability, they are reflecting their own views around disability and their own expectations of what people can achieve. These are often negative. 
By saying that I am "inspiring" for doing something that a non disabled person can easily achieve, makes me feel somewhat of a lesser person due to my disability. It makes me think that you had quite low expectations of what I could achieve due to my lack of ability to walk and need to use a wheelchair. By suggesting that I do the ordinary, extraordinary, I think it can sound quite patronising. 
The media and society have often talked about disabled people having to "overcome adversity" to live a relatively 'normal' life, and this adversity is often considered the disability itself. But have you considered that it could actually be people's attitudes that are the problem?
If people had such a low expectation of what disabled people can achieve, then of course they are going to consider every little milestone inspirational.
If more people opened their minds around disability and had more positive expectations about what is possible, then it will encourage people to do even more!
I don't actually mind being considered an inspiration to other disabled people as I know they are in a similar situation to myself and it is always good to gain experiences from other people who are in the same boat. If it wasn't for me seeing my friend at university (who also had a disability) pass her driving test and drive her car, I would have never believed that I would be able to drive too!
However, I ultimately think that it is wrong for others to label disabled people as "inspirational" (to non disabled people) as it generally comes across as ignorant and belittling.
As a person with a disability, my purpose in life is not to inspire others, but to enjoy it like everyone else, even though it may be hard sometimes! 

Friday, 4 January 2013

Hello 2013!

Well hello people!
Its been absolutely ages since I last updated this blog! I think it may need a bit of a redesign too as I think the black looks a bit drab, so I may have to have a little mess around with it in the next few days! ;)
2012 was (even if it didn't feel like it sometimes) was a pretty big year for me. I:

  • Moved into my own house and now live independantly again!
  • Got my first paid job back in November
  • Learnt how to cook and I'm doing it all myself now!
I'm hoping 2013 will be even better. I'm not really a fan of New Years Resolutions as I think I (like most people) never end up keeping them. This year however I think I'm going to stick to a general goal and state that I'd like to learn to believe in myself and love life more! 
It will be nice to write in this blog more often, but to be honest I prefer to write things down privately and haven't been able to think of interesting things as of yet that I wouldn't mind the whole world seeing. Maybe that will change this year, but who knows.
Until next time!

Charlie!!

Friday, 4 May 2012

Whats in my make up bag? Face Wash/Clensers

I don't normally wear make up that often, but I'm trying to make a bit more of an effort since I have moved out, so I thought I would let you all know what my favourite beauty stuff is in the next few blog posts.

Face Wash
I do think it is very important to wash my face on a morning, as not only does it get rid of all the dirt and oil and stuff that it is supposed to, it wakes me up a lot! lol!
I've tried many different facewashes before. I used to use pump/foam based washes like this one by Witch:
But I have to admit they did seem to dry my skin out a bit, especially round the corners of my nose.



I've recently started using the 3 in 1 Pure Wash, Scrub and Mask by Garnier and the first few times I used it, it was amazing! It really did leave my skin feeling soft, which the other previous products failed to do. Plus, if you left it on for over 5 minutes, you would get the same tightning effects you would of a quick mask/facial. I certainly recommend it.
I would also recommend Soap & Glory's Fab Pore facial peel too. It smells lovely and also gives you that 'do it yourself mask' appeal.

What I've had to eat...


Chicken & Mushroom Pasta with Philadelphia Cheese


This again is a really simple recipe to make. All it really takes is cooking some pasta in a pan and frying the rest of the ingredients before mixing them together. I got this recipe from Nosh for Graduates by Joy May (another great book if you want simple (ish) recipes to make but want some variety with food)

Serves 2
aprox. 125g pasta
1 small onion, chopped
1 garlic clove, chopped
1 chicken breast, sliced into thin strips
6 sliced mushrooms
100g Philadelphia soft cheese
1tbsp chopped basil
salt & pepper
oil to fry


1. Cook the pasta. Once cooked, drain and return to the pan, adding oil to prevent sticking. Replace lid to keep warm.
2. As the pasta is cooking, heat a little oil in the frying pan. Fry the onion and garlic for 2-3 mins until onions begin to soften.
3. Add the chicken. Cook till no longer pink.
4. Add the mushrooms, cook for 1 minute. Take off the heat and add the cream cheese and the herbs until the cheese has melted. Stir into the pasta. Taste and season.

Recipe comes from Nosh for Graduates by Joy May

Sunday, 22 April 2012

What I've had to eat

As promised now that I have moved house I will let you know what meals I have been making every so often.
Last night I made Stir Fry Ginger Pork:
This is a recipe I used to make loads when I was at uni. It is very tasty and very quick to make. I got the recipe from a book called The Student Cookbook by Beverly LeBlanc .
It is just minced pork, leek, ginger, garlic, carrot, noodles and soy sauce all mixed together in a wok and fried with olive oil. When I was at uni, because the recipe was made for 2 servings, I used to make far too much of it, but now I've tried to cut the portion size. It can taste a bit dry, so it does taste better if you drizzle a little honey on it when you are frying the carrots and leek.

What I'm wearing today

Haven't done this in a while as I have been in the process of moving house for the last few weeks, but now I have moved (and have access to a larger mirror), I will try and post a bit more often.
Here is what I wore today and yesterday:

White Top: River Island £35 (I love this top! Its very summery but still keeps you relatively warm)
Vest top: River Island
Jeggings: River Island £30 (I love my jeggings, but unfortunately a lot of places seem to make them incredibly tight and hipsters - but these so far have been very good
Ugg style boots: Tu at Sainsburys (these are one of my favourite pairs of boots, very comfortable and I can wear them with almost anything)

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Current Music Love - Swedish House Mafia

I love all different kinds of music, but I can imagine a lot of people I know wouldn't really see me as a dance/electronic music fan. However, I love listening to this sort of music when I'm at the gym or want to get into an upbeat, determined mood!
Even though this song is quite long compared to your average pop song, once it gets going I really like it. Part of it reminds me of 'Thriller' by Michael Jackson (the bit in the video where all the zombies are dancing) and I wonder if they took a bit from it or had it as an influence.
The video for 'Greyhound' is a bit random though.
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